inner me

you can see me as a gentlemen 
i can act funny,cute,lovely
i can be retarded,stupid,lame
i can be anything you see 
nothing you will understand 
in side of me 
a boy trap and lock in a cage 
suffering 
a boy with a million cuts 
spear to the heart a thousand time 
nothing can change in side 
nothing will safe this sorrow 
nothing.............